hey

May 16, 2005 21:38

been a while, huh?

I don't really want to talk about anything, except the orchestra concert.
-we did amazing and I mean AMAZING. well we did ok, but I had so much fun playing and being up there that it was amazing.
-nobody came to see me.
not even you.
-some girls got all us seniors flowers, and they were the thing to make me happiest all night. pretty flowers, for me.
-shumy liked our gift (cirque de soleil tickets for him and the wife) and he liked us and he had fun and we had fun
-all of my orchestra people are so cute and great. I didn't want to think about it but tonight Teresa and Jeremy made us think about it. I'm gonna miss them so much... mainly Teresa, Jeremy, Alex, John, Caeli... and other people like Katie and Kara... orchestra is a freakin family. I love it.
yeah I love it
-there wasn't a reception, that was a lie, but Teresa brought amazing cookies
-then I got bored and lonely and sad

so now I'm sad even though that concert was great and I would normally be having the night and day of my life for a while now, gushing about how much I love orchestra and our people and Dr. Shumway but it's too much for me to not let the fact that I had nobody there to see me or waiting for me when I was done.
I played for my mom and brother, at least they enjoyed it.

anyway, good night
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