I am Just a Fuck Up
NO matter what I do I fuck up! Today alone I pissed off at least 2 if not 3 of my oldest nearest friends, one of them says she never wants me to talk to her again. I don't know whats wrong with me. I'm trying to deal with my own issues, and issues with someone else, and sometimes its just really fucking hard. I was told today the only people
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It seems priorities would be more influenced but apparently not.
You know your friends here love you like siblings and there for we all may not always see eye to eye.
I smoke way to much, I admit that, however it doesn't affect my judgement or behaviors when i smoke too many packs of ciggarettes.
It affects my health yes, but I don't balidgerantly wander around the kitchen and other places slamming my head into doors and walking into walls and stumbeling and passing out on the front porch.
It's hard for others that unfortunately are not here as much as the rest of us to understand that.
It's easy for them to fall into your self-pitty brigade, but the fact is the ones that are showing you tough love right now do indeed care, its just none of us know how to get through to you, cause no matter what we do it's not sinking in.
You have to find somewhere to live!! How are you going to do that wreaking of alcohol and stumbeling around.
Try and understand where you think we are coming from, ok?!
At least try?!
Before you post a post like this that we are the bad guys and were out to get you and make you out to be this huge fuck up, because were not.
It's because we are HERE dealing with it and trying to help and yet still be your friends at the same time. <3
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