sadden and depressed along with sick

[mikey_147_144]

can anyone expalne it to me i dont get it...

seems like everyone i care about turns around and decied to hate me when all i did was try to do what they wanted... what they asked of me...

seems like everyone i really turly ever loved just wanted to hurt me and act like i have no feelings...

theres only two people in this world i ever truly loved and there the only two poeple that ever really hurt me and it seems like for no reason too...

i dont think i can ever love again....

i think i will turn my back on the world now