i tried....

Mar 27, 2006 20:24

a person makes a mistake. he admits it and tries to make things right. over and over he apologizes and tries to mend....and after he's rejected so many times...he gets to the point where he just doesnt care anymore...and he doesnt even want to be friends anymore.

i tried fixing things with agustin....i did everything i could. he's already made up his mind that he doesnt want anything to do with me. and i'm tired of his bullshit. if he wants to throw away our friendship over....what?...a trivial argument....than fine. there's nothing i can do to change that.

i hung out with blake today at the mall. it was really nice to see him after all the shit thats been going on lately.

cheyenne never responded to my message. well...even though i did want to apologize to her...i also sent the message for myself. i still think that maybe this whole ordeal with agustin was a sign that i needed to correct some of the wrongs ive committed in the past. matt did respond though and he and i are talking again. which is pretty good.

i blocked robert after i sent him his message. for some reason, i couldnt handle reading his reply. i apologized for being a jerk to him...and...who knows how he would have replied. but the whole thing with him is still fresh. its been months and im still barely getting over him. hopefully after i sent him the message...it'll bring closure...and ill be able to move on.
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