virgin entry
... this journal entry has been a long time coming ... after the continual taunting and the "post-on-live-journal-already-you-damn-fool" barrages from one particular LJ user, I'm finally succumbing - maybe a bit out of boredom ... maybe a bit because I've kind of recaptured that place to get back into writing ... dunno, been doing enough thinking the past few weeks and I need some cheap therapy, and writing being the only type of quick and easy therapy I've known (heavy drinking or drugs not in my game, I suppose - but ask me again in a few minutes ;))
I'm just sick of too much around here and my two week trip to New Zealand can't come any sooner - no really, it can't come sooner, it's on Sunday! **WOO-HOO ... aside: it should be awesome**. Thinking, thinking, thinking, it's probably dangerous to do too much thinking but I guess life has just sort of been happening --- and then gradually has come to a standstill where I need to ask myself just what it is I want to do - and this, I say THIS isn't it. But need to finish this later ...
I'm just sick of too much around here and my two week trip to New Zealand can't come any sooner - no really, it can't come sooner, it's on Sunday! **WOO-HOO ... aside: it should be awesome**. Thinking, thinking, thinking, it's probably dangerous to do too much thinking but I guess life has just sort of been happening --- and then gradually has come to a standstill where I need to ask myself just what it is I want to do - and this, I say THIS isn't it. But need to finish this later ...