Sappy Stuff
Have you ever had that feeling you dont feel like your self in your own skin? I guess thats how I've felt lately. I guess I'll always feel like this sometimes. I just randomly of how things used to be. Seeing Julie and Kristen at work everyother weekend. Or being at Dennys with people I know. Am I becoming who I want to be? There's so many outside pressures so many standards to live up to. From time to time there are people I miss and I mean people I cared about far beyond this past year. I know its cliche of me to say this I always write sappy things like this. But maybe I could have done more to keep communication open. Done more to be there for them. I wanna say I tried my best but when in reality I probably didnt try enough. Looking back I don't have any answers only regrets. Do I even have the right to miss them, the hims and hers. Its probably not my place anymore to even reflect on dumb things like this. Forget it. It's just a post. People read it they think what they want. Thats all I could ever ask of anyone. Honesty. Trust. Faith and Friendship. What did I ever do wrong???? - Dont answer that ;-)