What a bad entry

Jul 03, 2005 16:47


    I've been lacking to update as of late.  Then again, I haven't really been doing anything worthy of chronicling.  I remember when I started to do this whole livejournal business I would have to keep myself from updating, saying that updating more than one time in a day would make me seem desperate and retarded.  My brain was so full of thoughts and emotions that I couldn't resist putting them in print.  But it seems that this has changed.

I really wish that I could be able to call people.  I wish that I could quit being so pessimistic about everything and stop assuming that everyone would be better off without me around.  People tell me that I'm funny.  They tell me that I make situations lighter and parties livelier.  So why can't this lively person learn to take risks?  Why can't I understand that if I never venture, I never gain?

Look at this, even my writing sucks today.  All my passion is dried up; my well is empty.  I can't think of anything right now other than the fact that my index finger hurts like hell.  I really need to stop biting my nails.

Is there ANYONE out there that hasn't seen Batman Begins yet?  Most of my friends went out and saw it without me.  I really wanna see this movie; Batman is one of my favorite heroes.  Please, tell me if you haven't.  You don't have to ask me if I will go with you, hell I'll ask you!  Even if you have seen it, will you go again? My treat! =P

Aw man, what a pathetic entry.  And from someone that claims that he likes to write =/.
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