Jul 03, 2005 16:47
I've been lacking to update as of late. Then again, I haven't really been doing anything worthy of chronicling. I remember when I started to do this whole livejournal business I would have to keep myself from updating, saying that updating more than one time in a day would make me seem desperate and retarded. My brain was so full of thoughts and emotions that I couldn't resist putting them in print. But it seems that this has changed.
I really wish that I could be able to call people. I wish that I could quit being so pessimistic about everything and stop assuming that everyone would be better off without me around. People tell me that I'm funny. They tell me that I make situations lighter and parties livelier. So why can't this lively person learn to take risks? Why can't I understand that if I never venture, I never gain?
Look at this, even my writing sucks today. All my passion is dried up; my well is empty. I can't think of anything right now other than the fact that my index finger hurts like hell. I really need to stop biting my nails.
Is there ANYONE out there that hasn't seen Batman Begins yet? Most of my friends went out and saw it without me. I really wanna see this movie; Batman is one of my favorite heroes. Please, tell me if you haven't. You don't have to ask me if I will go with you, hell I'll ask you! Even if you have seen it, will you go again? My treat! =P
Aw man, what a pathetic entry. And from someone that claims that he likes to write =/.