if only u knew what u did to me
ok so its late on halloween. it was a good night alot of stupid stuff happened but it was all fun i had a really good time and for once i wasnt worrying about anything or anyone...and just had a good time. and thats rare cuz i usually always find some messed up, stupid, selfish way to fuck things up. so ya but ofcourse it was to good to be true...i came up with a way to mess things up. its like whenever things are good there awesome but then I dont want them to be...and then when they arent good i want them to be good? makes no sense. and i know why, i really need to move on, and sometimes i think i have, but then something happens, and i change my mind and mess everything up. think id learn my lesson by now? ha. well anyways i really gunna work on just forgetting things cuz i they wont work out how i would like them to, and id like to say its my fault. and yah hope everyone had a good halloween. and have fun in school tomorow cuz im not going : ). goodnight