Sep 06, 2006 22:41
i got back from europe a couple weeks ago. so i guess its been a couple months since i wrote on this piece of shit.
europe was amazing, i cant even describe how great it was to be travelling around like that in a band and be treated so well by total strangers... every day. we met so many cool people and i had a hunch before but i think i realized this is what i wanna do, for as long as i possibly can. so its a bum out that not much touring will be happening with under pressure for quite a while. i was hoping once i got back i could take some other bands more seriously and try to do things but its fucking impossible. no one cares.
except in the band where im the fuckup and im the one holding it back. i should be putting more effort into getting better at drums.
hopefully born bad will be recording and putting out a record and touring sometime very soon, but for some reason ive been slacking on that. its hard cus im responsible for pretty much everything in that shitty band. so everythings my fault.
who the fuck would wanna read this?
things have been stagnant and shitty since ive been back. its been cool to see all the people that are important and buddies and whatever but i dont wanna be fucking stuck here if i cant even do anything.
fuck livejournal is so dumb. and so am i.