its simple. im done.

[mikeslvejrnl]

hm.
change.

its more and more summer every day.
chris is coming down pretty soon.
new job, im working all the time, which is cool, im meeting lots of new ppl, getting paid.
i have alot on my mind. always do. pisses me off.

ive been asking this question to a few ppl lately, only the ppl that its suitable for.
if u can understand it then u can answer it.

have you found yourself?

its a very interesting question. i never thought of it until i was asked it. then it all made sense.
its been a few weeks now. i know 'very clearly' what i want, dont want, like, and dont like, who ppl are, who i am, who i like, who i dont like, what i want to do, what i cant do... and why, to all of it. even tho it goes a bit further down the hole then that.
im done. the major thing ive been attempting to solve for so long has been solved. i can relax.
theres alot i could say about this and how my life is now as a reaction to it but its not worth it.

im happy. things are going good. nice and smooth, cant complain at all.
since everything is pretty much set in place im just looking for that one thing.
its all thats left.
time will tell.