same shit
so today was cool. did nothing all day. felt great. woke up, got the usual breakfast, came home, hung out, gt4 is in there of course. i went to church today. it was an experience to say at the least. it felt different. i hadnt gone in so long. almost a year now. i found it amusing to notice how this used to be an everyday thing cause i went to private/catholic school. but w/e all i can say is that it felt good. i felt like after most of the shit ive done that it was nice to go on my own for the first time. i felt comfortable. a good hour of thinking.
so i noticed how i basically post everyday about the same shit. none the less- i post everyday. i wanna lay back from lj but its as if i feel like i have to post every night. maybe so that im not forgotten. maybe so im remembered. i dunno. all i know is that i remember when i used to post once in a while. what has changed since then. i guess i just didnt give a fuck back then. i dunno w/e. im talking shit. fuck it.
im happy, i really am, but i have alot on my mind; i have alot of ppl on my mind actually. i say a good 6 ppl that all need fixing of some sort. if not fixing but more involvment...or less involvement. "evey person has their title." so i know what needs to be done, which ive said before, its just my hesitation. but im not stupid, i hesitate for my reasons...
so i noticed how i basically post everyday about the same shit. none the less- i post everyday. i wanna lay back from lj but its as if i feel like i have to post every night. maybe so that im not forgotten. maybe so im remembered. i dunno. all i know is that i remember when i used to post once in a while. what has changed since then. i guess i just didnt give a fuck back then. i dunno w/e. im talking shit. fuck it.
im happy, i really am, but i have alot on my mind; i have alot of ppl on my mind actually. i say a good 6 ppl that all need fixing of some sort. if not fixing but more involvment...or less involvement. "evey person has their title." so i know what needs to be done, which ive said before, its just my hesitation. but im not stupid, i hesitate for my reasons...