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Sep 30, 2003 07:51

I just don't get it. I don't get why I get soo upset over his relationship with her. Yes, I do know that they don't talk, but I'm soo angry. I'm afraid that he won't ever love me the way that he did her.

I know that I'm a better person than her. Plus he's even told me that. I don't get why I'm ready to just walk up to her and just punch her and tell her NEVER in the rest of her life to ever contanct him.

I mean the stupid bitch decides that she's gonna let herself get pregnant and have a abortion when she's 8 weeks and then tell ppl that he made her. Fuck that drama. Then after all that I bet you that she thinks that I gave her a fucking STD. Alright. I've done stupid shit, but who hasn't, correct? And then she wants pity. Fuck that shit as well. I'm tired of feeling that I have to compete with her. I feel that's all that I do.

That everything that I do isn't good enough. I know that sometimes I'm a really big bitch, but who isn't. And then I feel that he isnt' going to want to even deal with me because of that. I think that I'm finally just letting it all go.

(This is all about Chris and his ex gf Erin)
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