Feb 21, 2004 15:54
I miss my lovemuffin hecka hecka mucho!!! i miss the car rides, & ur singing mikey! (well, i do miss the car rides..) i miss watching gay movies that we picked out from the movie gallery, i miss the pancakes that u would make in the morning after our slumber party is over, i even miss that damn plastic spoon i would have to eat my food with!! i miss your smile =) i miss your mean look when u get mad because i won't stop tickling you >=-( <~~thats not what it looks like, more mean than that. i miss you coming over here and staying until 4am watching tv with me. i miss you calling me everday, i miss the late night phone calls. i just miss being with u :( no other person can put a tingle in my heart, or butterflies in my tummy like u do..i miss scruffles hecka hecka mucho also!! thats my baby=( i have nothing to squeeze in my arms to remind me of u when i fall asleep every night!!! i still have my ring though..it makes me smile when i look @ it, reminds me of when we were happy=) did i tell u, this girl melissa at my work, her bf got her the same exact one! ugh, i was like, thats my ring!! she actually took it off at work because she was going to put it on her necklace, and it fell to the floor, and went down a drain...i was like HA now u don't have my ring bitch! but then i felt bad for her, because her bf got it and i knew it meant a lot. i would be super sad if i ever lost this ring u got me. i won't though. it never comes off my finger! but anyways, i have to start getting ready for work. later tonight me and steph are going to ybor, it should be fun. i want to drink, something i rarely want to do. i hope everything is going good for u, work and junk. give scruflles a hug for me......i love u.....super lots!! but ur makin me super sad now...!! i wish i could give u a hug, A MEANINGFUL HUG, and a kiss..not like a 'slober all over ur face with my tongue down ur throat' kinda kiss-but a nice kiss, a kiss to show u how much i care! oh lord, i'm blabbing. CIAO MIKE!!! - Crystal
thats the letter my ex crystal wrote me.. I wish she didnt feel that way. I feel bad now, cause I dont go back, I move forward. I guess shes just realizing how much I actually did for her,and I wasnt such a bad guy. But its too late =(