"if you build it, nerds will come"
Last night, suneet and I went to steak n shake and then to see the benchwarmers. I wasnt expecting much at all from the movie, quite frankly i was expecting it to be awful. well kick me in the ass and call me stupid, but it was actually great. i laughed way mucho. after that we were going to go to tapworks but brian called and invited us to the mont. so went ot the mont had a couple drinks and then i went to shell to get some more beer. i forgot by this point that it was sunday and your not allowed to buy it here on sunday but the cashier allowed me to buy it since i said "i didnt know im from outta state." haha too bad in georgia its illegal to buy on sunday too and i knew about the law. so we all go back to suneets and i of course drank too much and i apologize for that cuz i know i had to be annoying.
lately ive been having so many things running through my mind. i havent been feeling good physically or mentally ever since coming back from spring break. first of all, my mom is driving me crazy. we just had another shouting match on the phone 5 minutes ago. today, her complaint is that i didnt go to church for palm sunday. i told her on the phone i didnt go and i had no plans of going later today and she was like i raised you better than that. okay im sorry but im not that into church and im not going to have someone shove it down my throat. she is also mad that i havent "prepared" for my interview tomorrow. okay what am i going to do??? turn into mr. cleo and guess what the hell they are going to ask me tomorrow? then she's also like i hope you havent gained weight and you eat out too much. basically she never says anything to me or anything. there's never any oh congratulations mike for getting a 95 on your test...yeah when i told her she just said oh, good. the past 3 months she has been like this and im seriously at my boiling point with her. my dad and her are coming to visit thursday and quite frankly am dreading it. and the thought of living at home this summer makes me sick. i mean there is nothing i want to do LESS than go home right now and im not kidding.
then there's school. right now i would quit if i could. not kidding. if i could change my major, i would. lately i havent enjoyed doing the journalism thing. i just dont want to do it. unfortunately, its too late to change majors unless i want to be in school for an additional 2 years, which is NOT what i want.
i have seriously never felt like this before. i have just no interest in anything, i feel as though people find me annoying, and even my family is distant. i dunno, hopefully things will improve.
sorry about ranting. i needed to get my feelings out and this was the best way to do it right now.
--mike--
lately ive been having so many things running through my mind. i havent been feeling good physically or mentally ever since coming back from spring break. first of all, my mom is driving me crazy. we just had another shouting match on the phone 5 minutes ago. today, her complaint is that i didnt go to church for palm sunday. i told her on the phone i didnt go and i had no plans of going later today and she was like i raised you better than that. okay im sorry but im not that into church and im not going to have someone shove it down my throat. she is also mad that i havent "prepared" for my interview tomorrow. okay what am i going to do??? turn into mr. cleo and guess what the hell they are going to ask me tomorrow? then she's also like i hope you havent gained weight and you eat out too much. basically she never says anything to me or anything. there's never any oh congratulations mike for getting a 95 on your test...yeah when i told her she just said oh, good. the past 3 months she has been like this and im seriously at my boiling point with her. my dad and her are coming to visit thursday and quite frankly am dreading it. and the thought of living at home this summer makes me sick. i mean there is nothing i want to do LESS than go home right now and im not kidding.
then there's school. right now i would quit if i could. not kidding. if i could change my major, i would. lately i havent enjoyed doing the journalism thing. i just dont want to do it. unfortunately, its too late to change majors unless i want to be in school for an additional 2 years, which is NOT what i want.
i have seriously never felt like this before. i have just no interest in anything, i feel as though people find me annoying, and even my family is distant. i dunno, hopefully things will improve.
sorry about ranting. i needed to get my feelings out and this was the best way to do it right now.
--mike--