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well i havent updated in a long time, but i feel like it today for some reason. this semester so far is going great. classes arent toooooo bad. im still at barnes and noble and im getting to be better friends with everyone there, they are all cool. tomorrow night, me and emily are participating in "hampiepantsapalooza," which i dont know what its going to involve but it should be awesome. in february, me/suneet/brian went to vegas for the weekend and honestly i think it was the best weekend of my life. the weekend was sweeeeet..only lost $30 gambling which isnt too bad. met arlene, christy, ashley, lauren and christine from cali which was awesome!!!!! for spring break me/suneet/brian/kyle DROVE to cali! wow what a trip. another awesome week that i will never forget. went to knotts berry farm, beach, hollywood, san diego, and la. definitely got trashed on saint patrick's day and went on an 1hr 30min rant about different shit.
well this week has been blah, basically shoot me in the fucking eyes. monday and tuesday i was so exhausted from the trip that i couldnt even function hardly. wednesday i had to work and after work me, sarah and brandy went to the library for a couple drinks! this was awesome, hadnt ever been there.
today started out not good. an old friend of mine messaged me basically calling me a prick saying the world revolves around me and that i got into business i didnt belong in. well basically the conversation ended with us not being friends anymore. i know this sounds so 7th grade...but i hate losing friends. i know its a reality in life, but i just hate conflicts. I dont know what it is. I like to think of myself as a nice person, i dont know...maybe im not? maybe i really am an asshole. i really dont think i am. and i seriously do hate conflict. im always worried about losing friends and hurting other people and when i do it i feel bad. all i have to say to this person is that im not totally at fault, and you did some annoying/hurtful things in the past and your decision is your decision.
went to moe's WELLLLCOME TO MOOOOOE'S for lunch with brian and suneet. it was good. i ate too much and my stomach ended up saying NOOOOOO.
well i just want to put it out in the air that i really do appreciate all my friends even if it doesnt seem like it all the time, and if there's anything you don't like, TELL ME. dont keep it in, please be tojo and get it out in the open!
ok..ill update tomorrow, later!
well this week has been blah, basically shoot me in the fucking eyes. monday and tuesday i was so exhausted from the trip that i couldnt even function hardly. wednesday i had to work and after work me, sarah and brandy went to the library for a couple drinks! this was awesome, hadnt ever been there.
today started out not good. an old friend of mine messaged me basically calling me a prick saying the world revolves around me and that i got into business i didnt belong in. well basically the conversation ended with us not being friends anymore. i know this sounds so 7th grade...but i hate losing friends. i know its a reality in life, but i just hate conflicts. I dont know what it is. I like to think of myself as a nice person, i dont know...maybe im not? maybe i really am an asshole. i really dont think i am. and i seriously do hate conflict. im always worried about losing friends and hurting other people and when i do it i feel bad. all i have to say to this person is that im not totally at fault, and you did some annoying/hurtful things in the past and your decision is your decision.
went to moe's WELLLLCOME TO MOOOOOE'S for lunch with brian and suneet. it was good. i ate too much and my stomach ended up saying NOOOOOO.
well i just want to put it out in the air that i really do appreciate all my friends even if it doesnt seem like it all the time, and if there's anything you don't like, TELL ME. dont keep it in, please be tojo and get it out in the open!
ok..ill update tomorrow, later!