Mar 04, 2009 10:53
Life comes at you pretty fast sometimes.
Melissa and I talked for awhile last night.
I told Melissa how I felt about her last night.
I wonder if things will change now, at least I mean I wonder if we will actually see each other sometime soon.
We tend to have long conversations every once and awhile.
I don't get her though.
She leads me to believe that she likes me and wants to be with me by result of her actions and our long talks and hours of texting each other.
But when we talked about it she says she unsure and that she wouldn't want to hurt me.
I'm not more or less worried about getting hurt.I've been hurt a few times that isn't really news, but I am worried about this dragging out and nothing coming from it.
What worries me the most though is trying to cope with being just friends.That I think is going to be the challenge for me, if it comes to that.
I'm going to put it out of my mind for now.There are more pressing matters that I should focus on.
Spring break is 10 or so days away.
I'm pretty excited, because I've been wanting to go home for most the spring semester so far.