My journal is desperate
Its been awhile since I wrote a public entry.
I'll try to stay positive for this one, but quarter to six in the morning that may be impossible.
Lately, my sleep schedule has been really off.Up at night, sleep most the day.
Its so bad because you waste such a valuable part of the day.
I think tomorrow I'm going to force myself to wake up early and get breakfast/brunch, even though Blanton cafeteria makes me stomach feel awful.
I stopped smoking cigarettes.I've been very angry though for the past week, and I feel like its because I haven't had one in awhile.
That's such a trivial thing to be mad about though.
I've been trying to stay fit too.
I've played a few friendly games of basketball while it was still nice out.
It was amazing actually, cause October was pretty cold and miserable but November so far has been super.
Eating well and not drinking a lot all the time has also been a goal of mine to staying in shape.
As for Jenn, I haven't talked to her at all really.It may sound mean, but she knew what was up and its definitely no skin off my back being here.
Its actually relieving because I know I won't see her, like when I would at work.
She was nice, but a little weird.
IDK...
I should go to bed.
I'm just bored.
There hasn't been anything to do all day and pretty much all weekend.
Thursday was a party, Friday I told Scott and Chris that I'd hang out with them, but I failed at that, and then today I did nothing at all.
I hate not having money.Its depressing.
I'll try to stay positive for this one, but quarter to six in the morning that may be impossible.
Lately, my sleep schedule has been really off.Up at night, sleep most the day.
Its so bad because you waste such a valuable part of the day.
I think tomorrow I'm going to force myself to wake up early and get breakfast/brunch, even though Blanton cafeteria makes me stomach feel awful.
I stopped smoking cigarettes.I've been very angry though for the past week, and I feel like its because I haven't had one in awhile.
That's such a trivial thing to be mad about though.
I've been trying to stay fit too.
I've played a few friendly games of basketball while it was still nice out.
It was amazing actually, cause October was pretty cold and miserable but November so far has been super.
Eating well and not drinking a lot all the time has also been a goal of mine to staying in shape.
As for Jenn, I haven't talked to her at all really.It may sound mean, but she knew what was up and its definitely no skin off my back being here.
Its actually relieving because I know I won't see her, like when I would at work.
She was nice, but a little weird.
IDK...
I should go to bed.
I'm just bored.
There hasn't been anything to do all day and pretty much all weekend.
Thursday was a party, Friday I told Scott and Chris that I'd hang out with them, but I failed at that, and then today I did nothing at all.
I hate not having money.Its depressing.