nothing, just felt like talking

Jun 01, 2003 20:34

hmm...after reading my friends entrie. I'm intrigued to know that he's actually in love, no offense or anything, but I mean I'm not. and that kinda sucks for me. I'm use to being in love, or am I? I ask myself all the time. I don't know if I've ever been in love. It's a questions I've always asked myself. And I can tell that my friend is in fact in love. He feels so much towards her, that's special. oh boy I feel lonely, I'm so use to being able to talk to a girl and have a great time. Do something once in a while with them, hold them in my arms, and I'm jealous! Yes I'm jealous, who woulda thought? I don't get jealous that often, but this time I'm extremely jealous. It hurts and sucks that all of my girlfriends end up hating me in the end. I become so lost in this world without a girlfriend, I'm the one that's in long relationships, and when I get out of them, I'm lost in a huge world. I look around to see strange, unusual things. And what else I see is couples everywhere, it's horrible and it sucks and something's gotta change! lol
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