i need to make a decision
right now im living at my dads house (rent free), but my car just died, and hes telling me to quit my job, leaving me with no car and no job.
or, i could go live with my mom, who is also hurting right now. where i could still keep my job, and work on getting a new car.
the thing is my dad is very controlling. ive tried talking to him, and he just doesnt see it my way at all. if i leave it will have to be during the day, when hes working. otherwise he may never let me go. the way he raised me is "he is God and everything he says, goes." so for my whole life i feared him.
at times he can be cool. but im just sick of this, sleeping on the couch, all my stuff is packed up, crammed in a room, basically in storage.
i just need to get out of here.
or, i could go live with my mom, who is also hurting right now. where i could still keep my job, and work on getting a new car.
the thing is my dad is very controlling. ive tried talking to him, and he just doesnt see it my way at all. if i leave it will have to be during the day, when hes working. otherwise he may never let me go. the way he raised me is "he is God and everything he says, goes." so for my whole life i feared him.
at times he can be cool. but im just sick of this, sleeping on the couch, all my stuff is packed up, crammed in a room, basically in storage.
i just need to get out of here.