Sic Transit Gloria
not to self: dont ever try shoving a three studded belt in dickies. it doesnt fit.
[im in a surprisingly amazing mood.]
so today wasent that bad. it started off terrible but got better within a few periods. just seeing amanda usually makes me much much much happier =) i slept in history and it was one of the best sleeps. ever. in not even tired any more, even though i was. you know i relized today that i have real friends.. that ACTUALLY care about me. seriously though. i was talking to sam about my grades and she was like making sure i did everything and checking up on my grades. and of course amanda is the MAIN reason i actually do my homework. and it just makes me happy. today i was in lunch and i was in a blah mood and i look over at simone's table and she just looks over and starts going "WADA WADA WADA WADA" and smiling and i jus smiled. simone is always a happy person.
im teaching jen to speed walk through the halls. =)
i miss nathan already. hes one of the people i talk to about EVERYTHING.
for like the first time in like.. forever... my dad was happy with me. i told him about me applying into the Fpac Video and he was like "thats wonderful" and he was all happy. my relationship with my dad is weird. i never see my dad. like ever. weekends and some nights if im lucky. underneath when hes being a totall asshole... i love my dad. to me, hes really cool. with all his technology and such. so its important that i make him happy with me. i want him to be proud of me. so having him happy with me yesterday made me smile beyond belief.
john nathan is the man. can you say PSP for only 75$? holy shit. yay
i had a long conversation again with my grandma about my grades and my parents being lame and all that. you know my grandma always finds the possitive stufff out with everything. shes so optimistic and its great. reminds me of mindy (whos tha same way. never change =) )
its really really hot out and i refuse to sit and play warcraft all day (for once ;) ) i want to hang out.
jays almost home. its time to rock
[im in a surprisingly amazing mood.]
so today wasent that bad. it started off terrible but got better within a few periods. just seeing amanda usually makes me much much much happier =) i slept in history and it was one of the best sleeps. ever. in not even tired any more, even though i was. you know i relized today that i have real friends.. that ACTUALLY care about me. seriously though. i was talking to sam about my grades and she was like making sure i did everything and checking up on my grades. and of course amanda is the MAIN reason i actually do my homework. and it just makes me happy. today i was in lunch and i was in a blah mood and i look over at simone's table and she just looks over and starts going "WADA WADA WADA WADA" and smiling and i jus smiled. simone is always a happy person.
im teaching jen to speed walk through the halls. =)
i miss nathan already. hes one of the people i talk to about EVERYTHING.
for like the first time in like.. forever... my dad was happy with me. i told him about me applying into the Fpac Video and he was like "thats wonderful" and he was all happy. my relationship with my dad is weird. i never see my dad. like ever. weekends and some nights if im lucky. underneath when hes being a totall asshole... i love my dad. to me, hes really cool. with all his technology and such. so its important that i make him happy with me. i want him to be proud of me. so having him happy with me yesterday made me smile beyond belief.
john nathan is the man. can you say PSP for only 75$? holy shit. yay
i had a long conversation again with my grandma about my grades and my parents being lame and all that. you know my grandma always finds the possitive stufff out with everything. shes so optimistic and its great. reminds me of mindy (whos tha same way. never change =) )
its really really hot out and i refuse to sit and play warcraft all day (for once ;) ) i want to hang out.
jays almost home. its time to rock