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(from the private journal of M.C)
So didet is dead, and this leaves me in an awkward position... I have to finish what I started alone.. And didets last orders were very clear.. I have to kill Draco Malfoy... I have every thing i need.. the clean wand, the alibi and the means to enter any of the common rooms.. but why cant I bring myself to do it? I had no problem killing those other fools.. and merlin knows I hate Draco.. that arrogant son of a bitch deserves death and more.. his snooty side glances, his overall air of arrogance and his attitude towards other is enough to warrant death in my opinion.. and in a fair fight.. i would be more than happy than to kill the prick.. Im not even sure that The Voldemort will miss him, Its not like he does anything but lord around, riding on his fathers coat tails and family reputation.. which if todays standards are anything to go by are not up to much anymore.. but then why cant I kill him!!.. why cant I do it.. he would be asleep.. it would be easy.. I could do it.. Change in to my animagus form and fly away.. Why do I hesitate?
because if it goes wrong.. i am fucked.. I can plea self defence about the other murders i have commited.. but to attack draco while he sleeps?.. if I could provoke him into attacking me.. i know he would use an unforgivable curse.. If i could just get him to try one on me I could kill him legally.. the Wizengot confirmed about 500 years ago that lethal force is authorised in the defense in the fouler branches of dark magic... I would love to look down on his lifeless body.. but for now i must wait..