Insomnia, yeah it's so boring...
Why can't I sleep, ever?
My body simply does not allow for slumber before 5am. I'm sick of this routine of trying to fall asleep around 2 just to lie awake for hours, jumping back on the computer to find nothing new has happened, attempting sleep again, repeat.
I think it's mainly cuz my mind is in overdrive. I'm currently exerting myself further than I ever have before. My next 8 moves are constantly in motion in my head. While laying in bed a few minutes ago I grabbed for paper and instantly drew up over a dozen tasks I need to take care of tomorrow. And I'm certain there's more unaccounted for.
Luckily Austin is only a few days away. My excitement is immeasurable. And for numerous reasons. Not only to get away from the daily grind but cuz it's me and Chels's first real vacation together. And we're exploring one of the most exciting cities in the country. And we're seeing countless good shows. And are looking at homes to consider purchasing for when we move and start our whole life together.
I keep saying this, but things are really wonderful in my life right now. I truly am fortunate. So I guess it shows you, persistence pays off in the end. I have wonderful friends, opportunities, and the greatest damn soon-to-be wife on the planet.
Oh, I spoke to Steve Soto on the phone today! A few people know who that is and why it was kinda surreal. Wow.
Now if I could only get some goddamn sleep!
My body simply does not allow for slumber before 5am. I'm sick of this routine of trying to fall asleep around 2 just to lie awake for hours, jumping back on the computer to find nothing new has happened, attempting sleep again, repeat.
I think it's mainly cuz my mind is in overdrive. I'm currently exerting myself further than I ever have before. My next 8 moves are constantly in motion in my head. While laying in bed a few minutes ago I grabbed for paper and instantly drew up over a dozen tasks I need to take care of tomorrow. And I'm certain there's more unaccounted for.
Luckily Austin is only a few days away. My excitement is immeasurable. And for numerous reasons. Not only to get away from the daily grind but cuz it's me and Chels's first real vacation together. And we're exploring one of the most exciting cities in the country. And we're seeing countless good shows. And are looking at homes to consider purchasing for when we move and start our whole life together.
I keep saying this, but things are really wonderful in my life right now. I truly am fortunate. So I guess it shows you, persistence pays off in the end. I have wonderful friends, opportunities, and the greatest damn soon-to-be wife on the planet.
Oh, I spoke to Steve Soto on the phone today! A few people know who that is and why it was kinda surreal. Wow.
Now if I could only get some goddamn sleep!