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Jan 10, 2005 18:02

Quick run-down of my 2004

January- Life is as it should be. Living on my own, good job. Generally happy

February- Lost job and had to tuck tail back to canton

March- Thought my life was over, but I ended up being stronger then I ever though I was.

April- Thought life was still rough due to my own stupidity, played a lot of halo

May- Month before I left on tour. Not much happened other then a lot of halo and gained a lot of weight

June- Preperation for trip, and then left my life behind around mid month. Traveled the west side of the US. Played some shows, saw a lot of mexicans, hated cali more then I ever did before

July- Returned home. Returned to my "life". Absolutly nothing happened in the month I was gone so I really didnt miss it at all. Got a job at UPS. Tryed to get life straightened out. Tryed to decide if the trip was one of the best things in my life or the worst.

August- Parted ways with the band I went on tour with and lost all faith in music. At this point I started to get to know current band mate and house mate, Jake. Still trying to decide if that was a good move or bad move. Started a rockabilly with him and tom lane. Adventally got mike beck into it, then lost him.

September- Moved out of house is canton to live with my dad. Didnt have money, didnt have any more tolerance. Started working way too much. Wrecked my car, fixed it, and worked even more to try to pay for it. Decided that I didnt really car about my life and turned my back on everything I once ever was. Never been more depressed in my life.

October- Decided towards the middle of the month that I was getting my life back in order and after doing so I decided to try my hand at dating again. Car died so I bought a truck so that I could use it on the farm and get around in the snow.

November- Because of my truck being pretty shitty on gas mileage, I move to peoria. Thus, negating the need for the truck. Still trying to figure out my life. Lost some good friends becasue of it

December- Met someone who showed me who I was. Clarity is a good thing. Ended up being in my first semi serious auto accident. Stopped drinking(not that I really drank at all, but decided to end it all before anything bad could happen), knew what I wanted in life, and became religious like I once was. Worked way too much. End of the month brought about me losing faith in humanity and everything around me.

December feels so far away, but it was only 10 days ago. I might sound like "oh my life is so bad" but in reality it isnt. Seems like the bad times are all that we remeber. All in all, it was a memorable year. Maybe for all the wrong reasons. Move date pushed back to saturday due to weather. So Ill have what internet I have until then. After that, no more 21st centery digital boy.
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