I know you didn't want me to say this,
I've been alerted to my stupidity on multiple levels now, so first I need to do some house-cleaning.
Court, I'm so sorry hun. I didn't mean to make it sound like you were keeping me from going to youth. In reality, I have a weakness that makes it to where once I'm around you, I can't leave you until I am forced by the hour. With that being said, I keep choosing not to leave you on Sunday nights to go to youth. It isn't your fault, and I didn't mean to blame you. It's my fault, and no one else's. I know that you forgave me last night, but I still feel terrible. I love you, and that will never change.
Court, I'm so sorry hun. I didn't mean to make it sound like you were keeping me from going to youth. In reality, I have a weakness that makes it to where once I'm around you, I can't leave you until I am forced by the hour. With that being said, I keep choosing not to leave you on Sunday nights to go to youth. It isn't your fault, and I didn't mean to blame you. It's my fault, and no one else's. I know that you forgave me last night, but I still feel terrible. I love you, and that will never change.