curve ball
its weird.
sometimes life throws you such a curve ball that you cant even attempt a swing at, or even see it thrown at you.
today my girlfriend, of 1 year 11months decided that our relationship wasnt going anywhere.
How long does that decision take? And oooohhhh how it hurts about how I fel about her. How I felt with her. How content, happy and willing I was with her. She was my everything. I felt like I belongded as a part of her.
no more apparently. how can i.... just move on, so quickly? How am i to find someone, so soon, so fast? Theres no way i'll meet anyone doing the things im doing. i'm working, schooling, and nothing. I'm not the one who can be upward and forward, and just get out there and find someone. I'm shy, disgustingly so, despite how blunt AND readble i can be at times.
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is it sad how I miss her already? I miss snuggling up to her and watching her, and feeling her against me and running my hands across her body. oh........ it hurts so bad. It feels like someone stuck a knife into my spine and just twisted and twisted until I felt empty. I feel empty.
What am I to do? anyone? please....
Mike
sometimes life throws you such a curve ball that you cant even attempt a swing at, or even see it thrown at you.
today my girlfriend, of 1 year 11months decided that our relationship wasnt going anywhere.
How long does that decision take? And oooohhhh how it hurts about how I fel about her. How I felt with her. How content, happy and willing I was with her. She was my everything. I felt like I belongded as a part of her.
no more apparently. how can i.... just move on, so quickly? How am i to find someone, so soon, so fast? Theres no way i'll meet anyone doing the things im doing. i'm working, schooling, and nothing. I'm not the one who can be upward and forward, and just get out there and find someone. I'm shy, disgustingly so, despite how blunt AND readble i can be at times.
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is it sad how I miss her already? I miss snuggling up to her and watching her, and feeling her against me and running my hands across her body. oh........ it hurts so bad. It feels like someone stuck a knife into my spine and just twisted and twisted until I felt empty. I feel empty.
What am I to do? anyone? please....
Mike