personal thoughts and epiphanies
so, I've been much more consciously fighting my old demons of lack of motivation and depression. I made a realization just moments ago, that I have to write down or Im afraid I'll forget it
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Spell-Checkers Distract me from what I am trying to say and seeing what I need to say..
And most of the time i cant even look at the screen wile I type or I never get my words out..Very EASY my Self to get distracted..
Stick use both in the same room.. and baybe something would get done..
HEHE.. Hmm....
And with the Weed Smoking.. As you said ("marijuana, while not a motivating drug isnt my problem. I place alot of blame on it when I get stuck in a rut. however its not the weed, it never was, I was like this (distractable, and poor motivation) since Ive been a child. ") And the Forgetting stuff as soon as I turn a Corner in a room ,Oh I so hate when that happens..
Yea.. Weed it good to get the Mood Right.. But for the push and Drive, Weed dont get me there.. PEPSI Does that for me..
And the looseing ones self in the Computer all Night..
Yea the Driver for the next ('"WTF"') to keep me going all night till the sun comes up..
("-Sigh-") And what keep the lack of me not Being around during the Day time
And me now looking up at the Monitor I get a Major Distraction in what I am saying reading rmoorcat's text and Going I know about cyclothymic and many othere and thinking about them in my head so distracted me like a 'mofu'er .. I for get what i was saying..
And off to get off the PC and work for Some Funds.. -sigh- Hope to talk about this some more..l8r..
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