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Its 4am and I cant really seem to fall back to sleep again. Every so often I catch up on LJ and see whats going on. Not to many of us up date like we use too. So whats new with me… family has put me in charge of remolding the back house so I may live in it,
bedroom done.
Bathroom done,
closet done.
Kitchen working on it,
living room haven’t even started on it.
Working at express is really starting to annoy me, I guess I found a good enough reason to leave it. Not now I need a job. Crappy thing is I turned down a good one at HRBlock so that I can school this summer. Being tasked this remolded OMG I can’t school after all. So I dicded to keep the crappy job. Low on hours and im able to work on the house as well. Right… what a mistake that was. Tho im not working 60 hrs a week.
Fuck you Gas!!! My monthly bill to drive my car is 180.00
Not including car payment and insurance… 470 a month…. With everything.
Credit bill… fucking raising my interest rate…. Just cant pay them off like I use to… thank you granny….
Whats this I need to also expand me grandmas room too… well after the shed and the remolded of course use your little contracting grandson to build you shit… guess im not going back to school in the spring…. How stressful…
And now I need to work so to balance all 3 is out of the question… (building, work, school)
so people seem to be graduating and transferring. Cant help but to feel depressed by this. Im still stuck in this hole. Will be here for a while. Fuck ME….
How I miss the luxury of being able to school full time. When did that happen…
in short life is crappy and its changing me. Fun cost money it seems. Gas alone. I'm becoming very short. If I need to repeat myself for a 3rd time then fuck off! I’m Done with you, NEXT!
what part of “no” cant people seem to get that it’s a choice I made. Please respect my decision.
Wine is often credited by gaining more character more flavor through the years of ageing. To the untrained pallet, its just more bitter alcohol. Am I getting more bitter?
Lately im encountering more people who claim there open minded. But live one sided. No one seems to take time to think things thoroughly. Mom use to tell me the think before I speak. How I love that saying. Listening would be nice.
More rants to come…
bedroom done.
Bathroom done,
closet done.
Kitchen working on it,
living room haven’t even started on it.
Working at express is really starting to annoy me, I guess I found a good enough reason to leave it. Not now I need a job. Crappy thing is I turned down a good one at HRBlock so that I can school this summer. Being tasked this remolded OMG I can’t school after all. So I dicded to keep the crappy job. Low on hours and im able to work on the house as well. Right… what a mistake that was. Tho im not working 60 hrs a week.
Fuck you Gas!!! My monthly bill to drive my car is 180.00
Not including car payment and insurance… 470 a month…. With everything.
Credit bill… fucking raising my interest rate…. Just cant pay them off like I use to… thank you granny….
Whats this I need to also expand me grandmas room too… well after the shed and the remolded of course use your little contracting grandson to build you shit… guess im not going back to school in the spring…. How stressful…
And now I need to work so to balance all 3 is out of the question… (building, work, school)
so people seem to be graduating and transferring. Cant help but to feel depressed by this. Im still stuck in this hole. Will be here for a while. Fuck ME….
How I miss the luxury of being able to school full time. When did that happen…
in short life is crappy and its changing me. Fun cost money it seems. Gas alone. I'm becoming very short. If I need to repeat myself for a 3rd time then fuck off! I’m Done with you, NEXT!
what part of “no” cant people seem to get that it’s a choice I made. Please respect my decision.
Wine is often credited by gaining more character more flavor through the years of ageing. To the untrained pallet, its just more bitter alcohol. Am I getting more bitter?
Lately im encountering more people who claim there open minded. But live one sided. No one seems to take time to think things thoroughly. Mom use to tell me the think before I speak. How I love that saying. Listening would be nice.
More rants to come…