Stuck in a prison of obligation. Life isn't really that bad right now, but why do I feel I’m loosing my mind again. The people I care for seem to be slipping away from me. I’m a falling leaf right now. Good night.
here is a choice you have your home you have yourself how far will you go for their sake, how much hold do they have? they brought you up, I doubt it was for you, but rather for themselves - based on you've had to do, really, it depends on you. can you be...omg selfish? and move away? knowing what will happen, but also knowing why it will, why it has to happen? seems like you've finally been broken, after all these years, now you can no longer manage but a feel feeble moments away from an open prison, before breaking down and heeding the call. you can handle yourself, some people can't, some people use others, some people don't, some help others, some help themselves, gotta keep it a balance, and to do so sometimes you gotta tip the scale in favor of one side over another every once in a while.
...if you reach 28 and you're still home, i'm taking you out for a week long vacation, or however long it takes, and stealing your cell, maybe giving you a your own little new prison until you are disowned for not going back, then i'll let you back into the fray. you might hate me, your grandma might sue me if she ever finds out, we'll see
you have your home
you have yourself
how far will you go for their sake, how much hold do they have? they brought you up, I doubt it was for you, but rather for themselves - based on you've had to do, really, it depends on you. can you be...omg selfish? and move away? knowing what will happen, but also knowing why it will, why it has to happen? seems like you've finally been broken, after all these years, now you can no longer manage but a feel feeble moments away from an open prison, before breaking down and heeding the call. you can handle yourself, some people can't, some people use others, some people don't, some help others, some help themselves, gotta keep it a balance, and to do so sometimes you gotta tip the scale in favor of one side over another every once in a while.
...if you reach 28 and you're still home, i'm taking you out for a week long vacation, or however long it takes, and stealing your cell, maybe giving you a your own little new prison until you are disowned for not going back, then i'll let you back into the fray. you might hate me, your grandma might sue me if she ever finds out, we'll see
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