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Good morning! It is now 5 days till departure! Not including today. And also, thanks for all that replied to the last post. heh. It wasn't really all that bad, but whatev! lol. I've been through much worse and I'm sure I haven't got my fill of dangerous escapes from death yet! lol. Anyways, the sun poked its head out for awhile today. Forecast says partly sunny...right. Didn't last long. It's cloudy again. Though it is 60 degrees. So that is nice. Much like the weather I will be going to. Except, right now it is in the 70's in Guatemala. sweeet!
Ever have a bad dream one night that you knew wouldn't happen because it was so bizarre and impossible because you weren't even in that area of the world? But at the same time portrayed a message about something that really was happening? Well, that happened the other night. I won't go into detail, but it was just bad. And true at the same time. The message it portrayed was real. And is real. Very sad too. I couldn't stand it most of the day yesterday. A part of my life was just thrown away it seemed. I still don't know exactly how things will turn out, but I don't really care right now. I am just leaving that alone now and if something comes up, so be it. If not, it is out of my life at least for the next 2 years. If not more... But then last night I had a dream that was just awesome. Very simple. Included other people. And mostly a very close friend. One that I have known for just about all my life. Except for the year that that person was not born yet. This girl I grew up with in our church and we have an interesting past. When we were young (like 4 or 5 i think) she would look out the window of the car and pick out houses. haha. Good times. Anyways, since then we have remained good friends, but not as close as before because of the fact that she lived in Pepperell and me in Chelmsford. She was going to a different ward (church lingo) and so we didn't see each other often. I would at dances that the church put on and whatever other activities and stuff, but those were not terribly often either. Anyways, so the dream was that I was leaving in a couple days and I was visiting her ward and she was going home with her family. She came up to me to say goodbye and hugged me and all that while we talked, and then right before she left, she did something that I would never have thought her to do. She kissed me. That was just so short of a dream, but so cool. It was a good reminder that I have great friends here that care about me and so much more meaning that I can't put into words. It was a good comfort dream I suppose. So now I need to get to work and do some more stuff here...lol. Later!
Ever have a bad dream one night that you knew wouldn't happen because it was so bizarre and impossible because you weren't even in that area of the world? But at the same time portrayed a message about something that really was happening? Well, that happened the other night. I won't go into detail, but it was just bad. And true at the same time. The message it portrayed was real. And is real. Very sad too. I couldn't stand it most of the day yesterday. A part of my life was just thrown away it seemed. I still don't know exactly how things will turn out, but I don't really care right now. I am just leaving that alone now and if something comes up, so be it. If not, it is out of my life at least for the next 2 years. If not more... But then last night I had a dream that was just awesome. Very simple. Included other people. And mostly a very close friend. One that I have known for just about all my life. Except for the year that that person was not born yet. This girl I grew up with in our church and we have an interesting past. When we were young (like 4 or 5 i think) she would look out the window of the car and pick out houses. haha. Good times. Anyways, since then we have remained good friends, but not as close as before because of the fact that she lived in Pepperell and me in Chelmsford. She was going to a different ward (church lingo) and so we didn't see each other often. I would at dances that the church put on and whatever other activities and stuff, but those were not terribly often either. Anyways, so the dream was that I was leaving in a couple days and I was visiting her ward and she was going home with her family. She came up to me to say goodbye and hugged me and all that while we talked, and then right before she left, she did something that I would never have thought her to do. She kissed me. That was just so short of a dream, but so cool. It was a good reminder that I have great friends here that care about me and so much more meaning that I can't put into words. It was a good comfort dream I suppose. So now I need to get to work and do some more stuff here...lol. Later!