hey
i hate being left out of shit. i told him i was cool with what they were doing without me, and i am cool with it, but it jsut always sucks to be left out so coldly because i knew they were doing this thing for a while and they just kept it hidden from me.
oh well. i cant wait until i find other people to play with, and leave them out. hahahahahahaha yeah right.
so for everyone ive just confused completely, onto the next order of business.
riding in abbys car again today and listening to OAR made me like them again.
i used to like em then i thought they were annoying and then i like them again now.
lacrosse all day today. some retarded wj practice. i found out that the kid that never talks on my bus who i always thought was like a 9th grade nerd turned out to be chad, the crazy amazing lax player.
then got picked up and went to indoor lax. sam hates loud music and he freaked out at abby cuz she turned up the rap hahahah what a weirdo.
now, to speak like the arrogant raylph.
i scored today in lax. i faked out the whole team and cranked it for the goal.
haha just kidding - i did score though...
i love that last part that raylph said, "-i did score though", its like over kill. you know hes like just kidding, but he really wants you to know that he scored hahahahaha. sorry raylph if ur reading this, i just had to put it in.
ive blazed so crucially in the last few days. by myself. im only doing it cuz i had bud left over from the ski trip. i love being high when ur by yourself. its so much more chill and like (to be artsy, dan) spiritual. you dont have to worry about talking or listening.
you are just there, in your own little world. your own bubble of jello. thats what it feels like. being in like suspended animation, like jello. some kind of valent fluid. crazyness. and its like suspended animation, because i try to read, but i end up just sitting there. im not even staring off into space, as a cliche. im not staring, because i am not using the sense of the eye. i am just becoming an introvert, just going inward and just feeling. not thinking. just feeling.
peace
oh well. i cant wait until i find other people to play with, and leave them out. hahahahahahaha yeah right.
so for everyone ive just confused completely, onto the next order of business.
riding in abbys car again today and listening to OAR made me like them again.
i used to like em then i thought they were annoying and then i like them again now.
lacrosse all day today. some retarded wj practice. i found out that the kid that never talks on my bus who i always thought was like a 9th grade nerd turned out to be chad, the crazy amazing lax player.
then got picked up and went to indoor lax. sam hates loud music and he freaked out at abby cuz she turned up the rap hahahah what a weirdo.
now, to speak like the arrogant raylph.
i scored today in lax. i faked out the whole team and cranked it for the goal.
haha just kidding - i did score though...
i love that last part that raylph said, "-i did score though", its like over kill. you know hes like just kidding, but he really wants you to know that he scored hahahahaha. sorry raylph if ur reading this, i just had to put it in.
ive blazed so crucially in the last few days. by myself. im only doing it cuz i had bud left over from the ski trip. i love being high when ur by yourself. its so much more chill and like (to be artsy, dan) spiritual. you dont have to worry about talking or listening.
you are just there, in your own little world. your own bubble of jello. thats what it feels like. being in like suspended animation, like jello. some kind of valent fluid. crazyness. and its like suspended animation, because i try to read, but i end up just sitting there. im not even staring off into space, as a cliche. im not staring, because i am not using the sense of the eye. i am just becoming an introvert, just going inward and just feeling. not thinking. just feeling.
peace