Aug 17, 2004 21:06
Well... Work was fun... I was in Heat Wave (Looney Tunes) and it was slower than shit. Brian is on vacation, so i had no one to fool around with really. I had a Buffalo Salad for lunch today... I was a lil disappointed... It coulda been better, but it was still good. I fooled around with both Amandas today too. That was kinda fun... SADLY.... I was gonna hang out with them after work.... But my cousin from Cali came down for our b-days (moms and mine.) IT was nice to see her. Me and her are close, which is kool, cuz she lives so far away... I talked to Jackie a bit online tonight just b4 writing. Me, her, and 2 of her friends might hang out tomorrow. After work. I'd like that... Me and Jackie really need to hang out where work isn't in the way... It sux... I feel my chances with Jackie are fading(if i ever had a chance)... I like her a lot... Its like dying of hunger. And all of the sudden you see an apple hanging from a tree, but it's just outta reach...I'd give anything to be with her... But she's happy... AND THATS WHAT MATTERS... If she's happy, i'm happy... Im friends with her, and that means a lot to me, and i would never let that go. If something was meant to happen between us, then it will. You just gotta go with the flow of fate... S.M.B.M.
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