copied straight from my myspace
I've been going 38 hours without sleep
its so strange because I sleep all the time
and Im not even tired
I had so much fun at three eleven
it definitely influenced my life
in more ways than many people would ever know
I've been battling with a lot of things lately
and one subject leaves an overwhelming amount of stress. I feel so lost with what I should believe, I can't tell if its a mutual feeling or not. I am confused and my only source of an answer is from the person I am hiding these thoughts from. It makes me sick to my stomach and it brings me to tears. I have never felt this strongly before and I am confused even more. I am not sure if its a battle between good and evil inside me, trying to pull me away from something that could be so beautiful. If I dwell on the issue it only will make the situation more complicated. The difficulty of complete mental control is draining me more. I need help, I need an answer, or maybe I want help, want an answer. Maybe I don't need those things and thats what is making this so hard. I can't really know, and I just have to be patient.
I lack patience!!!
oh man by the way
everyone should check out the band matisyahu
mmmmmmmmazin