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I am going to join everyone else on this stupid thing and you know what I am going to do??? I am going to publicly announce my problems!!!!
1. I porcrastinated all of my school work until now, it blows...
2. I bought a DVD player for my car, regret it 100%
3. I AM FED UP WITH MY SITUATION WITH SOPH. This is me venting and being completely honest, if you don't like it, tough shit, this is how I feel...
All started when I first met her, we clicked, but hey, who doesn't when they first meet her, she has an unusually magnetic personality. We become good friends, we hang out all the time, we have a lot of fun. Her best friend dates my best friend so that brings us that much closer. I fall for her. I tell her how I feel and she shoots me down. Actually, she thought she was letting me down easy by saying "Not right now, maybe this summer when we have more time together..." (I knew this was a load of crap because we were seeing each other atleast 4 or 5 times a week...) All she did here was let me keep my hopes up so she could fuck me over in the long run. Things didn't run very smoothly over the next few weeks after I asked her out. We were no longer close and that upset me. Over time we became a lot closer. We became a lot more like we used to, with the constantly flirting. But apparently, its not called flirting? I guess it is called being friendly. Yeah, its called flirting. I feel like this possibly could go somewhere, I am back to treating her like she is my girl friend and I go out of my way to make sure she is happy. Well guess what, I got shot down again. I once again tell you how I feel only to have you respond with something along the lines of "its never going to happen."
I am sick and tired of it, I really am. I do absolutely everything for her, and nothing. I know I am not the most attractive guy in the world, but I dont think anyone has or ever will love her and care for her as much as I do, and its really a drag that she doesn't see it.
I know atleast 4 people are going to bitch about this and tell me how "wrong" I am, so go ahead, let me hear what you people honestly think about this bogus situation....
1. I porcrastinated all of my school work until now, it blows...
2. I bought a DVD player for my car, regret it 100%
3. I AM FED UP WITH MY SITUATION WITH SOPH. This is me venting and being completely honest, if you don't like it, tough shit, this is how I feel...
All started when I first met her, we clicked, but hey, who doesn't when they first meet her, she has an unusually magnetic personality. We become good friends, we hang out all the time, we have a lot of fun. Her best friend dates my best friend so that brings us that much closer. I fall for her. I tell her how I feel and she shoots me down. Actually, she thought she was letting me down easy by saying "Not right now, maybe this summer when we have more time together..." (I knew this was a load of crap because we were seeing each other atleast 4 or 5 times a week...) All she did here was let me keep my hopes up so she could fuck me over in the long run. Things didn't run very smoothly over the next few weeks after I asked her out. We were no longer close and that upset me. Over time we became a lot closer. We became a lot more like we used to, with the constantly flirting. But apparently, its not called flirting? I guess it is called being friendly. Yeah, its called flirting. I feel like this possibly could go somewhere, I am back to treating her like she is my girl friend and I go out of my way to make sure she is happy. Well guess what, I got shot down again. I once again tell you how I feel only to have you respond with something along the lines of "its never going to happen."
I am sick and tired of it, I really am. I do absolutely everything for her, and nothing. I know I am not the most attractive guy in the world, but I dont think anyone has or ever will love her and care for her as much as I do, and its really a drag that she doesn't see it.
I know atleast 4 people are going to bitch about this and tell me how "wrong" I am, so go ahead, let me hear what you people honestly think about this bogus situation....