Jan 15, 2007 04:21
i like all these girls, but they dont feel the same, well two neways. maybe i just like the idea of being with them, i dont actually want to be. maybe im just lonely. i dont want to have random sex nemore, but im too young to try and 'settle down'. i enjoy sex obviously. i want to be in a relationship again. i want to date someone like bethani and i dated, for a long time, preferably longer this time around, but i want to 'relations' to not be so important to me this time around. i want the companionship to be more important, and the sex to play second fiddle. i wanna be loved, and to love someone again.