Working
I guess in a way, I'm glad I'm working tonight. I'm beginning to realize how much of a toll my adventures are taking on me. I feel half awake all the time. Days slip by in what seem like liquid minutes... and I end up straining to remember what I did.. and who I was with.. and when I do get to the memory I realize it wasn't very pretty and wasn't worth digging up. Sometimes. Other times I have a generally good night.
Basically, I'm hoping that working tomorrow night will keep me from getting fucked up again. We'll see I suppose. I honestly don't remember the last night I didn't smoke or drink.. I want to say four nights ago.. but like I said I don't know.
-michael X_X
Basically, I'm hoping that working tomorrow night will keep me from getting fucked up again. We'll see I suppose. I honestly don't remember the last night I didn't smoke or drink.. I want to say four nights ago.. but like I said I don't know.
-michael X_X