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This is not good. I'm still going through school day-by-day, when I really should be planning my assignments and not waiting till the night before they're due (like now) and breaking out the laptop only after adult swim (like now) and forgetting what to do and getting on the internet (like now).
Oh well.
Strange how it feels like all I'm doing is drifting lately. As far as school goes, I've already gotten into that. Daily life is just wandering through the house looking for something to hold my attention (and since it's just me and dad most of the day and out entire family unit is dysfunctional anyway, I get to be a loner. Yay.) And friends, well, my friends have become an odd subject. I'm still a friend to many people, but at the same time, it doesn't seem like it. Or maybe I just don't seem like much of a friend. This loner spout makes me rarely get on to talk to most of y'all here on the net, the real world mostly consists of Me&Aaron, followed by five days of complete boredom, repeat. And as for the people I can usually only talk to on the phone, well, money ultimately decides that, usually.
Just think, all this because I'm a little bugged by having nothing to talk about with a particular important someone. Ah well, at least no one has to slog through pages of bad poetry and suicide threats (hate those hate those HATE THOSE) when I start ranting, no sir!
Oh well.
Strange how it feels like all I'm doing is drifting lately. As far as school goes, I've already gotten into that. Daily life is just wandering through the house looking for something to hold my attention (and since it's just me and dad most of the day and out entire family unit is dysfunctional anyway, I get to be a loner. Yay.) And friends, well, my friends have become an odd subject. I'm still a friend to many people, but at the same time, it doesn't seem like it. Or maybe I just don't seem like much of a friend. This loner spout makes me rarely get on to talk to most of y'all here on the net, the real world mostly consists of Me&Aaron, followed by five days of complete boredom, repeat. And as for the people I can usually only talk to on the phone, well, money ultimately decides that, usually.
Just think, all this because I'm a little bugged by having nothing to talk about with a particular important someone. Ah well, at least no one has to slog through pages of bad poetry and suicide threats (hate those hate those HATE THOSE) when I start ranting, no sir!