Aug 05, 2004 04:48
Excitement is not a word that can even begin to describe what I am feeling now. I can't wait to snare this chance to move on from this. What more could I want but to live amongst the people I care most for. This liberation is going to be the best thing that has ever happened to me (the other I choose to repress for reasons apparent).
I am not afraid of change anymore. I am finding out that I have always been an individual of adaptation. These people have shown me the characteristic of optimism that knows no boundaries. I am transforming and this new chapter of me life is just what i need, especially as of recent. The metamorphisis overwhelms me no more. I can now accept this joy whole heartedly.
Eric the big sleep has been prolonged for when it's my time. I am understanding and listening now. Thank you so much for not giving up on me even though it's vaguely, obvious that i'm impossible sometimes.
Nick here comes our better place and our better times. I also thank you for being there.
We are the few that won't say nothing right. We are the footsteps fading into the night. Nobody cares and nobody stares with such conviction. I never wanted this, no one ever wanted this but they gave it to us so we might as well be proud of it. I don't know where we went wrong, all I know now is we've got to do something right.