Jan 21, 2005 22:19
WELL, BEEN A WHILE BUT ITS CAUSE IVE BEEN GROUNDED FOR THE PAST 2 WEEKS CAUSE I GOT CAUGHT SMOKING ON SKOOL GROUNDS AND GOT SUSPENDED FOR 5 DAYS THAT WAS LAST WEEK AND ME AND MY MOM GOT INTO IT AGAIN AND I THRETENED TO KILL ALL OF THEM AND MYSELF...BUT U KNOW THIS TIME IT WAS ONE OF THE BIG ONES (DEFINETELY GOES INTO ONE OF MY BEST BITCHING MATCHES) ANYWAY SO SHE THINKS I HAVE A CHEMICAL IMBALANCE, AN ANGER PROBLEM, AND A DRUG PROBLEM....WOOHOO! AND AS U AS MY FRIENDS KNOW THATS WHAT MAKES UP MIKEY JO SO BLAH BLAH BLAH SHE CALLED ALL THESE REHABS AND NUT HOUSES AND SHE SAID SHE DOESNT WANNA SEND ME AWAY BUT SHE WILL IF SHE HAS TO AND THAT SHE WANTS WHATS BEST FOR ME, BUT WHO KNOWS WHATS BEST FOR ME EXCEPT ME! ANYWAY SO ALL THIS SHIT HAPPENS I REFUSE TO DO ANYTHING LIKE IVE WANTED TO DO FOR SO LONG LIKE I FINALLY DONT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING ANYMORE LIKE W/E HAPPENS HAPPENS AND ITS GREAT I GUESS U CAN CALL IT CRAZY I CALL IT PARADISE! SO I GO BACK TO SKOOL THIS WEEK ON TUESDAY AND SKIP ALL DAY AND GET BUSTED FOR IT AND SUSPENDED AGAIN HAHAHA BUT I GUESS I WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT FOUND IT FUNNY SO IM SUSPENDED AGAIN TILL NEXT TUESDAY BUT SKIPPING WAS KOOL WE ALL WENT OUT AND WENT TO BRANDENS HOUSE AND I GOT TO CATCH UP WITH BRANDEN CAUSE IM NOT ALOUD TO C HIM OR ANY OF MY FRIENDS FOR THAT MATTER SO WHATS A GUY SUPPOSED TO DO CAUSE ID KILL MYSELF WITHOUT SEEING MY FRIENDS ESPPECIALLY BRANDEN YA KNOW HES HELPED ME OUT ALOT LATELY (NOT TO SAY NO ONE ELSE HAS)SO YEA I GTG CAUSE OF COURSE IM GROUNDED FROM EVERYTHING I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING BUT SAT AND SLEPT IN MY ROOM ALL DAY EVERY DAY FOR THE PAST 2 1/2 WEEKS SO ILL C MOST U GUYS TUESDAY AND W/E PEACE AND LUV.......Let me die