M. E. L. I.
well its 1:36 AM and im tired as a mother-you-know-what. i just realized that i waste a lot of my time doing literally nothing. i have a math quiz thursday and need to study. since i dont work tomorrow thats what i should be doin. i talked to one of my buddies tonight and told him that my math class was kicking my ass. he advised me to tell my parents that i was struggling before i actually got my grades in the mail. he told me to tell them that this wasnt high school anymore. hes a smart guy- took honors and AP classes up the wazooo. and his first semester here he pulled a 2.6.....thats pretty shitty...but he was also involved w/ a fraternity, the varsity crew team, and he was lazy. so ....im planning on talking to my parents about this whole issue- hopefully tomorrow if i can get a chance.
in other news i had a long convo with Meli tonight that lifted a very heavy weight from my whole self. i literally felt lighter after we had hung up. i feel really good about our relationship. i get pretty doubtful about whether or not she can deal with me when i screw up. and i only say when i screw up cuz shes never done anything wrong. its always been my and my fault. so im just loved-- and i feel it every time she keeps her patience and listens to me and tells me whats on her mind and we work through a problem. it just makes me feel good that she has that kind of faith in me to stick with me through the tough times that i inevitably put us through. shes an awesome woman- and im glad i found her. when you find someone like her i think you have the right to be selfish because of how great she is. shes just so grea that im afraid of losing her at any moment so it makes me hold on tighter. but ive also learned to loosen up and give her her space when she needs it. but regardless, i love her with all my heart. thats about it folks. im tired and i have to get up early.
talk to y'all later....pe@ce
-Mike
in other news i had a long convo with Meli tonight that lifted a very heavy weight from my whole self. i literally felt lighter after we had hung up. i feel really good about our relationship. i get pretty doubtful about whether or not she can deal with me when i screw up. and i only say when i screw up cuz shes never done anything wrong. its always been my and my fault. so im just loved-- and i feel it every time she keeps her patience and listens to me and tells me whats on her mind and we work through a problem. it just makes me feel good that she has that kind of faith in me to stick with me through the tough times that i inevitably put us through. shes an awesome woman- and im glad i found her. when you find someone like her i think you have the right to be selfish because of how great she is. shes just so grea that im afraid of losing her at any moment so it makes me hold on tighter. but ive also learned to loosen up and give her her space when she needs it. but regardless, i love her with all my heart. thats about it folks. im tired and i have to get up early.
talk to y'all later....pe@ce
-Mike