"so whats going on?"
well, i'm not sure whats going on.. i'm hoping its typical year-end stress because of finals, papers, tests, performances, and random unfortunate things.. i dunno.. one can only hope.. i'm not sure but i think it might be something else.. like in two weeks things won't be any better.. so.. i retract my former statement, one can worry as well as hope. even if there is stress.. it shouldn't make that much of a difference.. so if you think its a false assumption like you thought, how else am i to see it?? i can't read minds and if i ask its just going to explode.. so i'm just not gonna do anything and let things cool.. probably not the best idea in the world, but its better than sticking your hand in the oven
tonight nicole had people over, maggie and i ate flaming marshmallows.. nicole video taped it and laughed non-stop for like an hour, it was hilarious.. then midway through, gina and nicole left and watched the stars.. i didn't know what was going on so maggie and i looked in the tree fort, and yeah..they were where i thought they were on the other side of the house.. but yeah.. full moon was nice... i dunno.. its odd.. how half a month ago everything was great.. and i didn't worry or anything like that.. but now its like.. why am i doing this.. its obvious that people are too stressed out and theres not enough other time to care about anything else.. so i'll just stand there and hope that you'll say hello or good-bye one of these days..
tonight nicole had people over, maggie and i ate flaming marshmallows.. nicole video taped it and laughed non-stop for like an hour, it was hilarious.. then midway through, gina and nicole left and watched the stars.. i didn't know what was going on so maggie and i looked in the tree fort, and yeah..they were where i thought they were on the other side of the house.. but yeah.. full moon was nice... i dunno.. its odd.. how half a month ago everything was great.. and i didn't worry or anything like that.. but now its like.. why am i doing this.. its obvious that people are too stressed out and theres not enough other time to care about anything else.. so i'll just stand there and hope that you'll say hello or good-bye one of these days..