May 17, 2005 22:58
Tonight was the last band concert for the year, it seemed.. uneventful
to me.. compared to superstate and Dallas and every other contest and
competition and clinic we've been through.. Wind Symphony has done a
lot this year and it was amazing.. We played Noisy Wheels of Joy, and
then Sleep.. to pretty good pieces.. also were the 2 senior soloists
Gwen and Allison, both flute players, both really good.. so they
deserve it no doubt, it was just not the best planning having 2
flutes.. Gwen played Concertino and I really like that piece, I
whistled it for the past two days.. and Allison played excerpts from
Carmen by George Bizet and it was fun.. Then all the seniors got on
stage with Wind Symphony and we played the senior song - Sadona.. it
was a song the seniors played as freshman, which was nice.. We got
Covey a chair and its the most comfortable chair in the whole world..
amazingly comfortable.. like he'll sleep in it good.. yeah.. but
expensive, so if you didn't pitch in, get like $4 to Maggie Cavanaugh,
and it would be nice.. so.. umm i dunno it was good to be done with
everything.. the musical and now no concerts to worry about.. i guess
things are totally winding down.. in Lessner's class we were watching
Wall Street.. good movie.. OH if anyone shops at target.. let me know
cause i got these $20 gift certificates.. and like.. they wont do me
any good.. so if you know you're going to shop at Target let me know so
i can trade you for cash or something.. so everyone wins.. On a
different note.. scheduling is havoc right now.. theres something
every day of the week.. and its getting insane.. i feel so distant and
stuff.. and it really.. i dunno.. it doesn't annoy me I'm not
complaining per se.. but i just don't like it.. i wish it were summer
sometimes.. where it didn't make a difference when i decided to go
out.. that would be lovely.. but its not going to happen.. so whatever.. it just makes me feel weird.. how nothing feels like it ought to anymore.. I'm guessing its all me, all in my head,.. but i don't know.. i never do know.. so i end up faking it all so it seems right.. somehow i create a story where i'm the loser and the worlds at peace, but im miserable.... its all in my head..