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ever find yourself wishing you could just vanish, be erased from the world? yeah, i think that's where i'm headed. life has taken an unexpected turn for the morbidly unfair. saddest, you wouldn't have even picked up it until you read this. what do you all care anyway? journals are meant for bitching about how life is so crappy and what hottt things i've been doing lately. wrong.
journals are for marking important times in your life for reflection in later years, times when you have the humility to deal with the shit that killed you when you were younger. as such, i gotta save this one. when i'm 4 times my age, i still doubt i'll be able to handle this. of course i'm being overly general, how else am i supposed die under the weight of this nearly alone. if i told any of you what happened in my life, you'd pretend to understand everything and with false interest make my life even harder. nice one dr. phil.
only one person in the world can comprehend remotely what i'm feeling. even they won't ever understand.
i won't pretend i'll ever understand their side either.
journals are for marking important times in your life for reflection in later years, times when you have the humility to deal with the shit that killed you when you were younger. as such, i gotta save this one. when i'm 4 times my age, i still doubt i'll be able to handle this. of course i'm being overly general, how else am i supposed die under the weight of this nearly alone. if i told any of you what happened in my life, you'd pretend to understand everything and with false interest make my life even harder. nice one dr. phil.
only one person in the world can comprehend remotely what i'm feeling. even they won't ever understand.
i won't pretend i'll ever understand their side either.