Oct 03, 2004 21:30
Hey guys, whats up? Ah not much here just sitting and thinking about my baby. Well today started out pretty well ah crappy lol. I woke up from the biggest hangover ever and didn't feel to well. About the whole day I sat around the house and just thought about the past few days, and what I should do about it. My baby called me around 12:50 or so telling me that her church was going to go bowling and if I could come. Well I am glad she called because I really wanted to see her so bad, I think about her constantly she is my everything I don't care about what happend it dosn't matter anymore because I love her so much, and I couldn't loose her to something like that. It will take a little while for the wound to heal but it will and everything will be okay. Life without her would be meaningless I don't even want to wake up without knowing that she will be there for me, life is useless without her. Well around 4 :30 I went on out to the Baptist church, and instead of going bowling we went and ate out at Monterry's which was great. She is doing a good job at showing me how much she loves me if she only knew how much I loved her life is great knowing that we are together. Yesterday I felt like shit but that did a 360 and now i'm feeling great because I know right now that everything will be alright. Time will heal everything then everything will be back to the way it use to be back during the summer I know it will, life will be great, because I have a great girl the one true girl that I still want to stay with and love. Well guys I'm out for tonight going to go talk to my baby on ICQ a little and then go to sleep, I love you baby with all my heart and soul, muah and meow.