Love is what happens when you aren't looking.

Jul 21, 2009 20:33

Keep holding on.
Dark days cold nights, this is what we're going through.
I'm on your side.
It'll be alright.

Plans don't work out. They just do'nt. I don't care what you thought could, hoped would, wanted to happen. None of that matters, cause things change. Timelines alter. People show up and the hierarchy that is your life becomes a whole new ball game.

I find myself smiling a lot. About stupid things. Or about nothing. Sometimes I'm just standing there and I realize I have a stupid grin on my face. I okay with that. I'm okay with looking like a stupid idiot.

9 days. Then we get to be trapped in a car for hundreds of hours together. I think I'll be pretty happy. No stink lines behind us, we smell toooooo good. :)

And it'll all figure itself out I think. I just hope that I am not doing the long distance thing without realizing it. No putting my life on hold or moving around, just some waiting and some phone use.

I can still feel the hug through the phone.

the breaker

Previous post Next post
Up