Different Day. Different Questions.

Jul 10, 2009 20:22

I've got to stop being such a girl. Its sad, and irritating.

I've almost got this spacebar back on,but I think it has more to do with the actual plastic cap than the reattachment.

Stampede was a riot. In all honesty I thought that it would be kinda blah, but we only walked through it a little bit, played some games, watched some horses. Spent some money. Gin Caesars. Splashing water until we were both soaked. I hope that we never change. I's glad we never got complicated.

Speaking of complicated. I've gotta explain something upstairs and its sure not gonna be fun. But will be so worth it. I hope.

I'm spinning the big wheel again. I think the odds are more in my favour this time. Everything feels so okay and unavoidable. But sometimes I worry that I am chasing my tail from a very long time ago. A different time ago. But its completely changed. And somehow the same.

I am walking this crust of our planet with a newfound certainty in my step. It scares me to what degree a boy can do that to you. Yesterday I was working on a few hours of restless sleep and managed to feel like someone interesting. Someone you would be lucky to contend with.

My self-doubt will creep back over me, but for now I am glowing.

I have my fingers crossed about the apprehension. It'll sort itself out. Won't it?

the breaker, calgary, the neighbour

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