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I guess it takes a while. I guess it just needs to settle in and I needed to settle in. And now that we are settled in it all goes and slides and runs and drips and coats everything in jelly. There is so much missing, but it seems unimportant. It will seem important later, but not now.
I have started back cooking. I made roast with veggies and seasoned green beans last weekend. This weekend I made pork chops with mashed potatoes and mushroom gravy, with a side of peppers and sweet onions sauteed and caramelized. It feels nice to make something.
Leather straps and red hot pokers. Later my dear.
The weather here is confusing. I think its been snowing a little bit today, and yesterday I went out without a coat on. I am looking forward to spring, and gardening, and my backyard.
And I look forward to the rest of my life. Most days. It eerie though, how time slides from now into the rest of your life. I have to do things now or things won't happen in the rest of my life, right? But I feel content enough to stay home and be domestic. Oops, I didn't say that. I like to be in my home, with James, spending time with him. Its true. I feel that every time I say something like that I will prove myself wrong and eat my words, but I sure hope not. I sure hope my heart knows what its doing.
I have started back cooking. I made roast with veggies and seasoned green beans last weekend. This weekend I made pork chops with mashed potatoes and mushroom gravy, with a side of peppers and sweet onions sauteed and caramelized. It feels nice to make something.
Leather straps and red hot pokers. Later my dear.
The weather here is confusing. I think its been snowing a little bit today, and yesterday I went out without a coat on. I am looking forward to spring, and gardening, and my backyard.
And I look forward to the rest of my life. Most days. It eerie though, how time slides from now into the rest of your life. I have to do things now or things won't happen in the rest of my life, right? But I feel content enough to stay home and be domestic. Oops, I didn't say that. I like to be in my home, with James, spending time with him. Its true. I feel that every time I say something like that I will prove myself wrong and eat my words, but I sure hope not. I sure hope my heart knows what its doing.