Oct 15, 2010 21:18
JYJ in Europe ?! In France, England and Germany?!
Why am I not happy at all?
Why am I the only on crying while everybody else is dancing and laughing in happiness?
Why do I feel like crying my heart out in sadness?
I don´t understand myself right no.
There´s nobody to talk to.
I think there´s nobody who would be able to understand this feeling right now.
Everybody´s busy spazzing and partying.
*sigh* I feel like hiding from the world, somewhere in a deep, dark corner of the universe.
To say I wasn´t happy at first would be a lie. But these happy feelings only lasted for so long. Then all of a sudden I started crying. A few minutes earlier I felt like crying in happiness. But these were tears of sadness.
I don´t know where these feelings came from all of a sudden.
All I know is, they don´t seem to disappear.
real life,
jyj