(no subject)
let free the full extent
of your gaining temperament,
let it crash upon the opponent
with the force of the constant.
wow there's all these things i could write.
the "a perfect circle" concert was great. they rocked out. we had kick ass seats. it was loud. haven't been to a show in literally a year. the two high school idiot girls in back of us that acted like they we're mentally incapable of being in public... and did it on purpose to annoy everyone around them couldn't even ruin the experience.
the last week has been the most frustrating week i've had in a long time. i count my blessings, really i do. i've had some amazing experiences the last month. not to mention ninety eight percent of the people i care about in this world lived less then two miles away (again literally) from fires that we're threatening there homes. out of that ninety eight percent of those people how many still have there homes and property entirely intact? ninety seven percent. that's damn good odds. the couple of people i know who lost their homes i wasn't crazy close to either. good friends, just not great friends. all in all, i don't have a whole lot to complain about.
except this week has just been dumb. everything about it. it isn't a tragedy. it isn't one big thing. it's two hundred little smalls things all building to a head. i actually threw something on the floor at work. yea i know, it's sounds stupid, but i never have "outbursts." especially at work. i'm generally very collected. this week has made me lose my cool.
the week is over though. tomorrow should be fun. this coming week should be a lot more relaxed and all around less pressure.
i could write more, but i am uninspired.
this is what happens.
‡-x
of your gaining temperament,
let it crash upon the opponent
with the force of the constant.
wow there's all these things i could write.
the "a perfect circle" concert was great. they rocked out. we had kick ass seats. it was loud. haven't been to a show in literally a year. the two high school idiot girls in back of us that acted like they we're mentally incapable of being in public... and did it on purpose to annoy everyone around them couldn't even ruin the experience.
the last week has been the most frustrating week i've had in a long time. i count my blessings, really i do. i've had some amazing experiences the last month. not to mention ninety eight percent of the people i care about in this world lived less then two miles away (again literally) from fires that we're threatening there homes. out of that ninety eight percent of those people how many still have there homes and property entirely intact? ninety seven percent. that's damn good odds. the couple of people i know who lost their homes i wasn't crazy close to either. good friends, just not great friends. all in all, i don't have a whole lot to complain about.
except this week has just been dumb. everything about it. it isn't a tragedy. it isn't one big thing. it's two hundred little smalls things all building to a head. i actually threw something on the floor at work. yea i know, it's sounds stupid, but i never have "outbursts." especially at work. i'm generally very collected. this week has made me lose my cool.
the week is over though. tomorrow should be fun. this coming week should be a lot more relaxed and all around less pressure.
i could write more, but i am uninspired.
this is what happens.
‡-x