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Just got home in time to see my sister leave the house... "Ate, Masaya bang maging Nocturnal?" I looked at her while she was eating breakfast and I barked " Hindi." and blowed my nose after I told her and went straight upstairs to see my mom sleeping. I greeted her and she told me, sige magbihis ka na. After I did... I lie beside her and waited for some important text messages and I slept for two hours.
I woke up to see my mom sleeping and instantly went to the other room and cried. I cried because I feel bad about myself for not being there for the people I love. I also dont want to get sick but I am. It's ok. Atleast I got it from a person sooo close to me. I have vitamins to protect me though. I think it just got worse when I couldnt sleep sitting down.
I made myself so worse again... I feel so bad about not being there. I wasnt aware that my eyes are watery and when the phone rang my tears were running down my face... thank god the phone wasnt from my parents, I wiped my tears dry when all of a sudden a small familliar face went to greet me on our screen door and of course mama and papa came from the grocery went to invite that small one in.
I made little Athena accompany me in the room while she was wandering around, playing with the cellphones and running back and forth, pushing on the remote of the tv I was able to speak to Houshi on the phone that made me feel better. I was able to hear his voice and be able to atleast remove the problems we were having. I was so happy that he was able to talk with my Athena! :D He was like a daddy speaking to his daughter. Awww!!!!!! I was so happy!
I was like jumping really and Athena was running! My face was all smiles when I told her to say hi she smiled while she said "Hiiii...." in a sooo cute voice!!!!!!!!! :D HAPPY HAPPY!
He told me that he felt alittle better after I have called and I did also. It made me smile to hear him say that... I felt alittle ok and Glad....
Hmm... stilll... I havent got enough sleep... I hate the night shifts.... I miss my Papa Bear...
I woke up to see my mom sleeping and instantly went to the other room and cried. I cried because I feel bad about myself for not being there for the people I love. I also dont want to get sick but I am. It's ok. Atleast I got it from a person sooo close to me. I have vitamins to protect me though. I think it just got worse when I couldnt sleep sitting down.
I made myself so worse again... I feel so bad about not being there. I wasnt aware that my eyes are watery and when the phone rang my tears were running down my face... thank god the phone wasnt from my parents, I wiped my tears dry when all of a sudden a small familliar face went to greet me on our screen door and of course mama and papa came from the grocery went to invite that small one in.
I made little Athena accompany me in the room while she was wandering around, playing with the cellphones and running back and forth, pushing on the remote of the tv I was able to speak to Houshi on the phone that made me feel better. I was able to hear his voice and be able to atleast remove the problems we were having. I was so happy that he was able to talk with my Athena! :D He was like a daddy speaking to his daughter. Awww!!!!!! I was so happy!
I was like jumping really and Athena was running! My face was all smiles when I told her to say hi she smiled while she said "Hiiii...." in a sooo cute voice!!!!!!!!! :D HAPPY HAPPY!
He told me that he felt alittle better after I have called and I did also. It made me smile to hear him say that... I felt alittle ok and Glad....
Hmm... stilll... I havent got enough sleep... I hate the night shifts.... I miss my Papa Bear...