What will become of me?
"I would have said yes." Fuck You. You're unbelievable. Questioning my motives, actions, and whereabouts daily as you played both of us. Telling me not to be scared or life will pass me by, clearly certain things in life need to be passed by. Thank you for the lesson, but i took much more away from our short conversation. Every time you lied to me about him makes me want to tell you how often ***** sucked my dick with her amazing talent, how many nights we've spent together, and most importantly how she is the first person I call. Every time you made me feel like shit because I hooked up with someone when you were doing the same in half the time makes me regret not fucking all the girls I've had the opportunity to and didn't because you saying and meaning good bye forever was too much. I've had enough, never again, not by you at least. I'm without regrets for the time we spent as a couple, but almost everything else i regret. You can stop lying to yourself now and admit you've completely changed as a person, so much so you've lost touch with the person inside you. Don't worry I'm not pitying you. I thank you for betraying in such away i can now move on. Best wishes for you and yours. I hope he makes you ten times happier then i could so your memories of me get covered up. I know you want to know so this is what i'm feeling and thinking: you became a trick nasty to me, calling me to tell me how your love life is is fucked up, older guys go out with younger girls just to fuck, and i don't hate you what you did is fine your means were fucked up, but now i can finish my autobiography that held you in such high regards. Its sad we never got our fairy tale ending but one day we will just not together. You would have said yes and you did just not to me.